Tuesday, May 21, 2002

HEY! my page is not working! hmph!! bastards!!!

Well its early in the morning, and hai is at work....and I don't feel like going back to sleep. Anihoo...I'm watching I Love Lucy right now. :-)

OOH! our condo...I LOVE IT!!! its so cute and cozy. I wanna move in right now...like move-in MOVE-IN..some of my stuff is already there but i want to officially live there. Hehe..it's fun to live in. i'm excited.


Saturday, May 18, 2002

ok..changed my template again, thought this one is much much cuter. ANyhoo~ so yea..we finally got the condo! its sooo nice! im having a blast just moving in and all...there's a lot that needs to be done,but overall i'm having a blast! i love going shopping to buy stuff for the house..so exciting! haha...yea so anyways, one of the things i need to do is change the shower head...damn, thats gonna be hard.

OOhh..my stomach hurts. i think it's cuz i brushed my teeth and then drank some watered down OJ. :-/ erh..i don't feel too good. Hrm..well i guess im gonna go to bed..gotta wake up at 8 to go to stupid work! i hate that place! ughhhhh....but i gotta work my 5 hours a week! har har..ok bye bye

Saturday, May 11, 2002

Hello all..SO YEA..the housing situation is pretty much settled. The main problem is whether we're gonna ge the lease or not...because 2 other people are looking at it too..and i suppose the lease-ee would want whoever she approves of the most...so i dunno. Im just crossing my fingers..i hope we get this place. It's so cute! Eh..on a darker note...i hit hai with my phone yesterday :-( well, more like i threw it at him. I shouldn't have done that. >_< i regret it so much. He's not mad at me anymore..but he was...oy, that was so bad of me to fo that. i sorta chucked it at him cuz i was so frustrated. damn.....

Well..there's nothing i can do though. I did it and i can't take it back...all i can do is just keep apologizing. But at least everything all worked out in the end...nothing too catty. yea..so things are just lovely between us. ANd people...DONT WORRY! we're ok! haha...yea tammy said it sounds as if things are kinda "eh" but they're really not. Im not complaining much...i dont have much to complain about..so things are good..just housing was a bit of a stress on me...but that will hopefully be over soon. OH! if we get this house...im moving in this week! damn so early huh??? owell...can't help it. ok..bye bye!

Tuesday, May 07, 2002

Hmm...today was very stressful. well i thought everything was ok..but then we started talking about housing situation. kicked hai out...kinda pissed because it was so last minute...man...not what i was expecting when we were going into this meeting about living situation. *sigh* and then to find out that after all my hard work at finding a house...no one wants it anymore. I mean..c'mon guys..u should have told me....i could have saved a LOT of my time if you guys had just told me from the get-go... i dunno..im kind of sad too just cuz its like, i worked so hard and yet..no one cares..u just want a townhouse. You've been wanting a townhouse and none of u guys told me...well u sort of did..but you guys never confirmed it with me...so i just kept lookin, and u guys said it was cool..and now this. :-( i dunno..just made me a bit stressed. I didnt mean to burst out into tears and all..but i mean... i worry. i worry for him. i mean..its mainly my fault that he's "homeless" for next year..its my fault because i told him he could live with us, u guys even said it was cool...and then im the one who also has to tell him that he can no longer live with us..and what makes it worse is that him AND his bro are "homeless." I mean..im just in a situation where i dont want to be in. I DUNNO! i mean...im mad...but not really. im just a lil peeved b/c u didnt tell us earlier...or at least voice your concern. We could have saved all this. :-/ i just feel like i let everyone down. Thats the worst part. I let you guys down...i let my bf's bro down..and most of all, i let my bf down. Of course he's not gonna be mad at me..he loves me too much to be mad at me..but still!! Like..we're not a drama-type couple. i KNOW everything would work out ok...i dont worry about that. We love eachother too much to let the little stuff get in our way. Thats why i dont worry...hasnt happened before..and it wont happen in the future. Call me naive, but we're living proof of it :-)

<3 I love you hai <3

Monday, May 06, 2002

*sigh* just finished watching All My Children. good episode. :-) anwyays..so in like an hour or so, im gonna go check out this house....its nice..hopefully its nice inside and we can lease it...i hope!! and then i gotta go to the post office. My neighbor just came by asking me for some readings... but i dunno wut i did with it. I think its in the car...but im not sure. aiya. i dont know... o haha my sis emailed me from australia and she told me theres this show that goes on tour called "puberty of the penis" and i guess these 2 guys go around doing shows while naked and they make shapes with their penises or something. haha that'd be an interesting show. haha
Well..this is my first entry. Hm..what do i say? well i guess im just going to splurge whatever is on my mind.
This template i used is ugly...but its green, and green is my favorite color...so...i guess ill stick with it. Damn, i know theres gonna be a shit load of typo's in here, owell...i dont really feel like going through a stupid grammar check, you should understand what im talking about anyways. So today i found out that this house we (my future roomies and i) want has been reduced by $100. It isn't a lot when you split it into four people, but wutever, it just seems cheaper...and well im asian...and im cheap~! har har har. (all u asians know its true! ur stingy like theres no other! admit it! haha) well anyways...my eyes are burning...but i cant go to sleep yet cuz hai, who is behind me...is playing Gauntlet Legends. He's trying to gain back our health on that game. Its really fun...i like it...but only when its me and him in the room..when other people are here, it gets distracting and annoying..and its just not so fun. hmph. Aycarumba (i wonder how u spell that....) im tired...but i dont want to go to sleep..especially since i dont think im going to class tomorrow. I really should, but i dont feel like it. hah! So anways...On friday i slipped in some mad ass mudd while trying to walk down a lil slope cuz i thought it would be faster to the parking lot from my dorm hall. Damn! i slipped...and my ass was full of this nasty mudd. Then i tried to get myself up after i fell...but i couldnt..and i fell AGAIN! it hurt. When i finally got up...it looked like i took a mad ass shit in my pants. MAN IT WAS SO NASTY! :-( so sad. wutever, thats what i get for being a lazy ass...haha wutever...im not mad or anything...just laughed it off...it was funny. painful, but DEFINATELY funny. After i slipped, i went to my dorm to change..while changing i banged my head on my closet door-- THats hurt too! Then finally i went out to look at a house on the lake....AND THEN! to make things any worse...i get pulled over. WHY? because there have been recent burglaries in the neighborhood and the suspects where asian males...and of course...they suspect me because im carrying hai (my bf) and 3 other guys in the car who are asian. GREAT~ ! so anyways...he pulled us over, took me out to talk to me...searched the guys, made us sit on the curvb..then searched the car...found nothing..cop felt like a dumbass and let us go. sheesh! i was so mad..and scared too! man! ive never been pulled over!!!!! it was scary...i started crying.~ i hope i made the cop feel bad! BASTARD~ irvine cops man. And the thing tha makes it worse is~ well hai had a writing class he was late to since we got pulled over and a midterm right after...and we asked the cop for a note as proof in case he was late to his midterm...and the cop said "i dont think u need one. they should believe you, its irvine." MAN THAT MADE ME SO MAD!! but what can u do? u cant talk back to a cop. hmph. well anywas....my weekend was much much better. saw spiderman...very GOOD! then went to universal studios...
This was all a very interesting weekend. FUn indeed! :-) ok..well im going.....hai's still playing games..haha and my roomie is sleeping...bYE!