I miss my high school friends :-( those were some good times. I don't know, it just seems as if the stuff you did back then was sooo much more fun than anything else I have experienced in College. I mean, I like the indepence and all, and I have met some great people, such as my roomate Grace. But i have to admit...nothing will ever replace my high school years with lydia sohn, annie chen, chrystal wang, tammy dorje, kristin ito..and o gosh...i can't even think right now. I MISS YOU GUYS!!!! and i'm sorry if i don;t call you guys....i know it's my fault-- i should totally make the effort since you guys always do... i'm not even gonna make any excuses, even if they are legit, i'm not even going to try to justify it b/c it doesnt matter what i was busy with.
Well here's a little update in my life-- well thanksgiving was WONDERFUL! i had a great time! i spent the entire day-- well most of the entire day-- helping my mom and my sister prepare for dinner. It was then that i really really really missed being home. I'm sure we have all missed home once and a while, but i was a little saddened that we (my mom, sister and i) don't really spend our days there, together, anymore. I just missed waking up at home and finding my mom in the kitchen or running around the house and my sister watching tv out in the living room and then going out together. We do that stuff on weekends, but not on a daily basis like back when we were still in high school. hm..those were some good times too. Plus, now i have a new job at Victoria's Secret (which is absolutely fun and great to work!!) and they need me mainly on weekends, so that again prohibits me a bit from going home. So anyways....yea I had to leave Thanksgiving night because i had work Friday. It was pretty sad leaving.
SO yea..thanksgiving was a nice day cuz almost everyone was there including my grandpa. Might sound wierd for some of you guys, but if you don;t know, my grandpa is now in a convalescent home. I was a little scared that he would feel like he was unloved and all....wich actually i still feel a bit, but he says he likes it. every time i see him or my mom sees him he says he really likes it and how he doesnt even feel like going home anymore. But i dunno...the first day i went to go visit him, i couldn't help but cry a bit cuz i felt sad for leaving him there. But now i feel a little bit better now i guess.
Anyways.... so yea aside from all that (i'm getting a bit mopey now...) i had work today at 7am!!! ahh i had to wake up at like 6 to get ready and get there in time. I havent woken up that early since.....since high school...WAIT! i never even woke up that early in high school!!! hahahaha. GODDAMN! that's early for me!.
Well i was just updating this a little bit because I was taking a little break from my hw session right now. I just needed a little breather..also i just read Lydia's online diary and it inspired me to update mine and to tell all of you how much i miss you guys!! everyone! you guys know who you are! and if not--this means: Lydia, Kristin, Chrystal, Annie, Tammy, My sister, my mommy, my cousins mitzi and michelle..and my grandpa..and everyone else i forgot to mention. haha
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